Postsecret

 

This week reading Postsecret broke my heart…

 

I feel that way right now.  I don’t really want to celebrate Halloween at all.  But it used to be my favorite holiday and everyone is expecting me to….

This month is apparently out to get me.

I’m getting nothing but crap at work in addition to my personal life.  I need to look for a new job but I really don’t want to. I love my job. Just not the way I’m treated.  Or the fact that I’m having extreme financial issues.

Grey is mad at me because I refused to supply him a bunch of liquor illegally for an underage Halloween party.  I hate when Grey is upset with me…

I’ve been invited to about 8 different events in the next two weeks and there’s no way I can attend all of them…but I hate disappointing people.  I hate choosing.

This month is just…full of awful.

5 thoughts on “Postsecret

  1. sleepingshadowdragon

    I had my second miscarriage in October, eight years ago now. My first was the end of May nine years ago. I have come to terms with it over time, but I still cry for them. This is a pain that nobody sees from me because they don’t understand, because they couldn’t understand that you fall in love with that baby from the minute you realize you’re pregnant. You see the future in a different way and then you have to give it all up. I understand the pain. Don’t deny yourself the time to grieve…it is only through doing it that you begin to really heal.

    I’m sorry you are having such a hard time right now. I wish I could be there for you more emotionally right now, but my own things going on right now are keeping me from really being able to open up to you. ((Hugs))

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