And we were doing so fucking well.

They’d even exchanged messages with goddamn Katherine last week- no problem. Talked about mundane nothingness. She didn’t fucking touch us mentally.


Goddamn disaster.  Some idiot decided to fucking talk to her about the indecisive bullshit about Army. Shit went sideways in two ways.

First of all, Katherine’s all fucking weird about hearing it. I guess because of the fucking ex factor or some shit. And then telling her shit about what they consider desirable in a relationship just turned shit all to hell because she decided to drop bombs like “Oh, you mean like us?” or “Like I used to do?”.

Fucking hell.

And so Claire’s doing her schizo act again, talking to an invisible Audrey. Middi and Char are chain smoking (inside the head- the body doesn’t need that shit right now) and Armes is practically fucking catatonic.

This is too fucking far.

Shit needs to change.

5 thoughts on “Backslide

  1. vwoopvwoop

    i’m so sorry this happened. it’s so frustrating because you really were feeling better. i don’t really understand why katherine felt the need to stress and shame you. that seems really uncalled for. i very much hope that things feel calmer very soon. please stay safe. ❤

      1. penpaperandcrazy Post author

        Thank you so much for your kind thoughts. I did know about Red Dwarf X and I’ve been sad that it won’t be available in the US anytime soon. I dunno if I can do a YouTube version of it….it seems a shame to watch one of my favorite shows in such shoddy quality. I’m going to see if I can hold out and purchase the DVD set when it’s released.

        I was very touched that you thought of me though. That means a lot ❤

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