I’m not dead

I’m not dead.  I’m not well, but I’m not dead.  I realize I’ve been neglecting this place for awhile and I forget that most of you are not in contact with me via Facebook or email.  And I certainly don’t want you all wondering and worrying.

I’m alive.  I’m going through the motions still.

I probably won’t have a real update on here for a another little bit.  Basically things have gone to complete shit at work and I may not have a job soon.  I’m working my ass off to try and prevent that.

My mind is a little….swirly and so very easily triggered because of this.  So please forgive me for taking a vacation from the blogsphere for a bit.

I love all of you so very much and I do desperately miss hearing about all your lives, but I have to focus on myself right now.  It is a rarity for me, but apparently when it comes to keeping myself employed, I will actually be a bit selfish.

Please be patient and bear with me on this momentary sabbatical.

Lots of love.  I will be back ❤ ❤ ❤


6 thoughts on “I’m not dead

  1. Wanderer

    I’m so glad you posted this, Pen. I checked earlier today to see if you’d posted something I missed. Please take all the time you need (although, for those of us who only know you in the blogosphere, the occasional check in is lovely!) Wishing healing and peace for you and best of luck with your job.

  2. vwoopvwoop

    i’m really excited to hear that you’re being self-ish! that’s wonderful news, taking care of you is top priority for your life. 🙂 take whatever time you need, i will send good thoughts your way and hope for things to improve. sometimes life is so difficult, it sounds that way for you right now. i am sorry you’re struggling, and i’ll be here when you want to reconnect with the blogosphere again. lots of love to you, darling. *hugs for you and zoe*


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