Officially feeling more crazy.
I’m not sure if this is related to the auditory issues; but now my face does not feel like my face.
That’s the only way I can explain it. I have no good words to describe this sensation. It’s sort of disassociative, but different that I’ve usually felt. It feels very physical, as opposed to “mental”.
Like, my face is weird shaped. Has my face always been shaped like this? Has the nose always been there? The mouth? The ears? I don’t think so. I think it’s moved. Shifted, switched, squiggled to a different place.
Ok. Don’t go completely mental.
How the hell am I supposed to say this to a nurse? They’ll commit me.
I’m not dumb. I know this is like, schizo or psychosis type talk. I will not go back to a ward. Nope. Nopeity nope nope.
I just want my face to go back to normal.