Got the latest medical test results.
Trying to solve this chronic health issues.
Guess what was mailed?
There’s basically nothing wrong with me except I’m fat.
Of course I am.
My family doctor says 5’8″ and 146 is normal.
But the specialist says “weight loss” is the only thing that will solve my problems.
Fatty fat fat.
Dumb fat bitch. Stop listening to stupid hippy doctors.
Obviously the specialists know better.
Just stop eating. Stop stop stop. Replace with gin and pills. That’s a better plan anyway.
So much for my months of being free of self-harm.
The silver streaking pain feels so much better.
Feels better this way.
I deserve all I get.