Stuck in baby blues as the anniversary of the worst day of my life approaches. Nothing to describe this loss. I always hope the next year will be better. So far they are not.

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Every year hurts just as much as the last.

Especially when I get my period near the date. Most triggering 4 days of the month.

I just want it to be Halloween soon.

Trying to get past this date. Trying really hard.

6 thoughts on “Stuck

    1. Pen Post author

      I would give almost anything for her. Maybe not Zoe. But my current people relationships. I’m such a piece of shit. She was supposed to be mine.

      1. thefatballerinablogs

        You are not a piece of shit. You are a child of God and you are loved more than you will ever know. I wish that I could wrap my arms around you and hug you. I wish you peace in your journey. Be strong and of good courage. God is near to you xx

  1. WeeGee

    Aww honey. This is my difficult time too and although I don’t know how you feel, I know where the pain you have is coming from. I’m just so sorry and I’m sending hugs if you need them and reminding you that my ears are here if you want to talk to them xoxo


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