My supervisor almost had me crying in a meeting today.
That so rarely happens, especially with Sere usually being the one who fronts (she doesn’t do emotional). But he just keeps pushing and demanding and pushing and I just can’t do all that he’s demanding.
He semi-triggered me and I just felt that bubbly break. It was awful. I held back thankfully, though he could certainly tell he touched a nerve (my face did that crumple thing without giving way to tears or noises).
And I’m not getting any of the hours or raise that’s been promised.
You can’t squeeze blood from stone, but currently he is trying his best. Squeeze squeeze squeeze.
I’m not sure how much longer I can be here. I may take Mom up on her offer of returning to the law firm sooner than I expected.
Sorry- short post for a bad day. I’ll have some other updates in another day or two most likely. Work has just been overloading me. To put it mildly.