Apparently we aren’t speaking. I wasn’t aware of this. I’m not even sure what the hell I did. Something to do with some new friends I made recently. He inferred that he basically thinks I’m screwing around on him. Apparently I’m not allowed to have friends he doesn’t know.
Shadow Dragon and Texas both think the problem is the husband of the new friends (it’s a couple) is ex-army as well, so Army’s all uncomfortable because technically he’s my only friend who served in that branch of the military (I do live in an Air Force town). But I made a big deal about them being a married couple and older and only helping me with some of depression and mental issues by being lovely supportive friends.
At first Army was just sort of quiet about them when I said I’d made new friends and described them a bit.
And then they helped me find my new apartment. After I told Army that, he hinted that I now owed them sexual favors (in a biting, spiteful way) and hasn’t spoken to me since.
I wish it didn’t affect me as much as it is.
I was so happy about this new apartment.
Now I just feel…lonely and depressed again. Living alone is currently sucking.
My hot water heater decided to not work yesterday inexplicably. Thankfully it magically fixed itself this morning and I was able to take a shower. I hope it stays working now.
There’s a baby next door (despite the landlord swearing no children lived anywhere nearby) that has colic or something because it’s been wailing and screaming for about 4 days straight. Walls are thin here.
I’m just…not sure about this whole living alone thing.
Maybe I’m not cut out for it…