Feeling low

I know I’m feeling low when I watch the first five minutes of “Sunshine Cleaning” and think “Wow. That guy is clever to bring his own ammo and then ask to see a gun.”

I’m not in the planning stages but…this weekend has been really hard.

I’m trying really hard to stay positive. May pop something from the awful drawer of anti-depressants/psychotics.

Trying to not sink all the way down.

Feeling low sucks.

8 thoughts on “Feeling low

  1. ClearlyWriting

    It does suck and I am glad you chose to write here. So many of us experience these things and it can seem so lonely and impossible to share with those in our “real” life. Just know that you are heard and understood. Bug hugs

  2. GrayEyedAthena

    You know, I watched that movie a while ago and thought the EXACT SAME THING. But hey, it doesn’t have to be a suicide plan, right? Maybe just an appreciation for the witticism of someone’s last moments…

  3. vwoopvwoop

    !!!! i didn’t get this post on my reader at all yesterday! 😦 i’m sorry, i didn’t know this was going on, i would have said something to you.

    things really seem overwhelming sometimes. you were very triggered the other day at the shower so that seems like a red flag to me. this depression and suicidal thinking is not unexpected, but that doesn’t make it less awful. you’re suffering and the pain you’re feeling is genuine. i’m sorry you are suffering, friend. *hugs*

    1. Pen Post author

      You don’t have to stalk my every movement 🙂 Your comments are lovely, no matter what time they are received.

      You hit the nail on the head. That shower really affected me more than I realized at the time. Thankfully I’m doing better now. Not 100%, but much better.

      Your thoughts helped muchly ❤ ❤


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